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Hitting Mid Life, and is it a crisis?

June 5, 2009

This is me when I am 21.Friends3I still remember a few weeks before I was about to leave to UK, we gathered at my house for a party to bid myself farewell. Friends5And there are a few of these friends I have only been meeting up recently. And seeing all these pictures really makes a reflect a lot these past few weeks.

I still remember how it felt those last few weeks here. I felt free, eager to start a new chapter of my life and knowing that there’s something to look forward too. And I wished that I get the feeling now.

A lot of things had happened for the past few weeks, something really good and something not so good. The good part is that we will be having a baby. And just a thought of that is something money can’t buy.

Then comes the not so good part. I am actually a bit directionless in what I want to do right now. It seems that the stressful part of my job is actually creeping up on me. And I think I needed a change. And yet there’s limited opportunity. It’s a stage where I am clueless with what I want to do, and how can I achieved that. So I was thinking to myself, I am not even 29 and don’t tell me this is mid-life crisis?

The environment in the office is just so negative that the thought of continue working there seems like too much of a burden. I just hope that I will get an opportunity soon, before I hit a depression. That’s the last thing I want to be in.

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3 Comments

  • Reply pat.k June 6, 2009 at 2:15 am

    this is just pre-fatherhood crisis.

    welcome to the gang.

  • Reply shireen June 7, 2009 at 11:32 am

    Be positive. Hope for the best!

  • Reply JD June 9, 2009 at 12:09 am

    @pat

    it's easy to say, but i guess my point is to earn more

    @shireen

    thanks, should be ok.

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